February 3, 2008

Abram, what a tremendous story! In many ways he could be considered to be the first disciple in that God, in His infinite wisdom, personally instructed and guided this OT patriarch. Two points about his lessons that have meant so much to me so far are: First, God wants us to know Him intimately, in a meaningful and satisfying way and, secondly, He wants us to do good to others. Some might say how cool it must have been to have God teaching him personally. But, think about it. Does He not still do that today through the person of the Holy Spirit? God still wants to have an intimate, personal relationship with each if his children. We get so wrapped up in our day to day activities that we simply don't take the time to develop that relationship. As I have gotten older, I have begun to enjoy my time with my earthly father more and more. He calls me nearly every Sunday morning. I look forward to those calls, even if the call is rather short. Just to share what is going on in our lives is wonderful. Admittedly, I have not always felt that way. I also enjoy my conversations with my own son, eager to see him and spend time talking with him. If I look forward to these earthly relationships as much as I do, I can only imagine how much more my Heavenly Father desires my time with him! Then, when I consider the great length He went to to establish that relationship by sending His own Son to secure my salvation, how can I not be eager and excited about spending my time with Him! Thank you, Father, for Your wonderful gift, and for Your desire to have an intimate, meaningful and satisfying relationship with me. Lord, grant me the opportunities to share that relationship with others and Your wisdom to know how best do that. Amen

February 1, 2008

It is Friday, a day off work. I am disappointed today. A dear friend and I were to be getting together for lunch yesterday but she called and said she needed to reschedule due to her need to work. We reset for today. She called me at 8:05a stating she was sick, really sore throat and an ear ache. Thus, she said we needed to reschedule again, but without a specific date/time. Really bummed me out as I was eager, very eager to see her. I feel like it is somewhat a set back for me in an attempt to restore my relationship with her. Lord, I know You are in charge. I know that I have no control in this, but I also believe I understand Your will, Your perfect will. I also understand You do allow us to make our own decisions, decisions that often do not go along with Your perfect plan and will. I also know You are aware of my desire we be back together. Lord, why? Why is there no evidence that things are getting better between us? I really believe You and I are closer than we have ever been before. For that I am very happy. Lord, please continue to work in me and do what is well pleasing in Your sight. I love You Lord, and desire to continue to grow and deepen my relationship with You. Thank you, Lord, for Who You are. I thank You for Your involvement in my life. Amen.