February 1, 2008

It is Friday, a day off work. I am disappointed today. A dear friend and I were to be getting together for lunch yesterday but she called and said she needed to reschedule due to her need to work. We reset for today. She called me at 8:05a stating she was sick, really sore throat and an ear ache. Thus, she said we needed to reschedule again, but without a specific date/time. Really bummed me out as I was eager, very eager to see her. I feel like it is somewhat a set back for me in an attempt to restore my relationship with her. Lord, I know You are in charge. I know that I have no control in this, but I also believe I understand Your will, Your perfect will. I also understand You do allow us to make our own decisions, decisions that often do not go along with Your perfect plan and will. I also know You are aware of my desire we be back together. Lord, why? Why is there no evidence that things are getting better between us? I really believe You and I are closer than we have ever been before. For that I am very happy. Lord, please continue to work in me and do what is well pleasing in Your sight. I love You Lord, and desire to continue to grow and deepen my relationship with You. Thank you, Lord, for Who You are. I thank You for Your involvement in my life. Amen.